I just cant believe its the end of the year already. So much as happen in the last few months. But since the move its been more peaceful, and less dramatic. I’m even taking the time to find out what I like, to see what’s out there for me. Little by little I am noticing a world I knew nothing about.
I found out I enjoy peach tea. Even sat and enjoyed watching Serendipity for the first time. Getting my nails done has become a me time. But also finding out newly done nails aren’t necessary a good thing putting a dresser together. ( I was a sight to see with those tiny screws LOL)
Our first snow felt different. It felt renewal growth and moving on to better things and happier days.
I’ve continued on with the no contact rule with my ex. Feels pretty good and very empowering. Just frustrated he wanted this divorce so bad and tried to get the kids and I thrown out. Still I’m waiting for this to be final. My only thought on that is he didn’t think I would make it. But I proved him wrong.
But over all I made it to where I should have been a long time ago. Its been a ride to say the least but I did it.
I want to thank everyone for your kind words and prayers during this time. Also to the ones who have helped with food, expenses and some furniture I will always be greatful. You have given me the strength to move forward.
A lot of you wanted to remain anonymous and I respect that. Its sad to hear I have hit a sensitive topics from narcissism as well as divorce and raising children with autism. But I want you to know you aren’t alone. I’m making myself available to chat through the blog or Facebook Autism Momma
With the New Year just around the corner, I’m excited to see what it will bring for us so I can share it with you.
I hope everyone has a great Christmas and a Happy New Year!